Job applications, blood tests, and some Oreo ice cream

Why 'elo my peeps......god it has been too long ..... way too long...... Well firstly as I explained in my previous blog I did not have the internet and then when we did get it up and running we went over the sea to the land of the potatoes..... and then since I have been back in England every time I have gone onto the computer I have been applying for jobs.... which has been just fun........ (NOT) I really don't get how they can honestly tell you at the beginning that it will take you about 20 minutes, nearly an hour and a half I was sat there last night..... literally if I don't get that job I might just go in store and kill some one !!! My eyes were nearly bleeding by the end, but it is done so now all I can do is keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best!!! I have literally applied for every position going in my town now so if I don't get something then something is seriously wrong here.
Okay well I have some news on the divorce front, he has now received the papers, so all is going ahead. He actually text me asking me to phone so he could tell me that he is going to sign them. Which I thanked him greatly for. That was my biggest worry, not thinking that he wouldn't sign them out of malice but because he would put them to the side and forget about them and to be honest the sooner it is done the better in terms of I know that is is over, and every application form I have filled out I still have to tick the box 'Mrs' and my surname still is his, and that is very much keeping it all open and all I want really is closure. Sounds harsh I know but I can't think any other way really. I am truly gutted that it has come to this but you know life never really works out the way you plan and all I can do now is look to the future, remember my past as my past but not to let it affect what I do from now!!! Wise old Betty. (Don't laugh bitches)
Well I am all signed up to a new doctors and had to go there the other day for my blood test. I went into the nurses room and of course they ask me what is it for...... so I start to explain, and of course her face drops, no fucking nurse has ever heard of it, sooooooooo I go all the way over it again and she asks me "are you sure that's right?" and "are you sure you need to give blood?" and "are you sure they need it in the yellow topped bottle?" ..... YES I'm fucking sure I've been doing it for nearly a year now !!!! Christ love shut the fuck up and just take my blood, give it to me and let me leave as I spend way to much time in the doctors !!!! So..... she sticks the needle in my vein and she is still nagging me asking me if I'm sure about which bottle it is when she sticks the needle right through my vein, so she has to pull it back out a bit and when the blood does start to drain into the vile ... yes the fucking yellow topped bottle its squirts everywhere, fuck it hurt !!! Bitch !!!Needless to say I died a little inside !!! Well here is to another 8 months of doing it ...... well actually the rest of my life but after the first year I just need to give them my wee wee !!!! Oh I love giving it to the post man..... little do you know what you are posting !!! hehe !!!
Well today was a beautiful day, can't believe it is only March with the weather we are having, but anyways I will leave you with a few piccys I took today whilst at the beach. 


As always, Love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx