Saturday, 31 December 2011

New years evie and a very special birthday ..

First things first I shall wish the biggest happy birthday to my beau.  HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAU !!!! There is nothing more exciting than giving a loved one pressies and watching their faces as they open them. First seeing the look of confusion of what it may be, secondly seeing the reminder pass through their minds of "I must smile even if I don't like it"...... but then seeing them beam with a great big smile as they realise that "yes dear I did hear ALL your hints!". For me giving gives me such an awesome feeling, maybe that makes me selfish, but I don't care, if wanting to make people smile is a crime then fuck me am I guilty................. and I love it!!! 
    I am so grateful that you guys are reading this, even when your boyfriend so lovingly tells you "oh baby I read your blog and I see you are starting to reveal some of your crazy now" ..................... maybe.........!!! But I suppose that is the whole point of this, for far to long I have kept this in, and I honestly think that I can't be the only slightly insane person out there...... okay don't comment, but seriously I hope that in sharing with you guys how I, Betty, see the world, it will inspire you to look at things slightly differently. Anyone that knows me knows that I don't exactly follow the norm or conform to what I am meant to do or think. If that was my only option in life then I don't want to be apart of this already fuck up world. Our bodies are amazing and fantastic, but all they are are shells, who we really are is determined by how we live our lives, how and what we focus our energies on and more importantly how we treat others. I believe in nothing more than shutting out the tangible objects of this world and letting my imagination feel what is around me. 
   So as we start to see the first glimpse of 2012 I am not going to make an empty promise (a new years resolution), I am just going to make a deal with myself, to just be ME, me to the max !!! 

    Happy new years evie you beautiful people !

love xxxxxxxxxxxxx

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